FEGG - G7 - Amanda - Chapter 4

 I started high school and I even got a guitar from mom! It was the best gift ever!

 Mom was like my best friend now. Since I started high school, I got in a new class, so I weren't in the same class as Lealani anymore. So we kinda just stopped be with eachothers.

 Mom was the one I played video games with now.

 She was also pregnant. She had been that in a few months now, and her belly grew very slow.

I didn't know who made her pregnant, but I didn't ask either. I knew how my mom was.

She was like the child in our home, because since I became 13, she started to be out late and stuff...

But I had nothing against being home alone on the evenings. I still wondered who the father to the baby was, but I didn't bother to ask.

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Violet

 I hadn't seen Kai since that time in the sauna. I guess none of us wanted to meet eachother again... But now, when I was pregnant, and he would be the father... I just had to call him. 

So I did.

 And just an hour later, he was at my house. Thank godness, Amanda was asleep. I didn't want her to know what I did.

 "About that time, months ago..." I began.

 "Let's forget about that." Kai said quickly. "We were both wasted, and no one else was there. Let's just imagine it all was a weird dream."

 "I wish we could do that... but you see..." I took a deep breath. "I'm pregnant with your child. I think."

I could see the terror in Kai's eyes.

"It's not THAT bad... right..?" I said uncertain.

 "I'm sorry..." Kai said. "But... you can't be pregnant... can you?"

"I'm just over 30 years old, yes I can. I don't want it either, but if you don't mind, I can take care of the baby myself. I did it once, so I can do it again."

"Are you sure about that? I know I can't... I really can't have the baby at my house... Ever... I have my wife and... Lealani. I could never tell them about this... But won't your daughter ask you anything? Like who made you pregnant..?"

 "She hasn't yet. And I think she can be smart enough to figure it out, but I also think she don't care that much. She's not that kind of a girl. And if she ask, I can just say someone else."

Kai nodded slowly. "Yeah... That's... But, do you think I can visit my child sometime? I maybe can bring Lealani with me, for an excuse for her to meet Amanda... Or something like that..."

"Of course you can." I said with a smile. "We'll figure it out. Thanks for not storming off."

"Why would I do that?" Kai frowned.

I shrugged. "I know people can do that sometimes."

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 I had nothing to do the rest of the months. My workplace didn't want me there while I was pregnant. You know army and pregnant doesn't work that good together.

Until I saw a guy walk past me in the park. He had an amazing tattoo on his arm that looked like a big, black wolf with blue, shiny eyes, and that was when I decided I also wanted a tattoo.

 I drove to the only place on this island, where they did tattoos, and told the man exactly what I wanted.

 He looked down on my belly. "Sorry, if I'm wrong, but are you pregnant?"

I nodded slowly. "What has that to do with anything?"

 "We can't tattoo pregnant women. That can be bad for the baby, if it suddenly gets ink in it's veins. I'm sorry."

 "Oh damn, you can't do anything while pregnant!" I said and kicked the ground. "I can't even go to work!"

 "Oh, honey, I know exactly how it is."

I turned around and saw an old lady walk in.

"Langsat, can't you do it for this young lady?" she asked the man, who probably was Langsat. "It can't be too bad! It's just the laws in this world who are mean and exaggerated."

 Langsat shook his head. "No, Maria. You know it too. I won't risk anything, because if something happens, I'm the one who'll pay for that."

I smiled. "Thanks but, I don't need to yet. I have like one month left, I'll be back when the baby is born!"

They both laughed and we said goodbye, before I went home, looking forward to next time I'll get back there.