What didn't I see the next morning if it wasn't Goodwin.
I stepped out of the bed. "What are you doing here? And how did you get in?" I asked.
Goodwin looked away. "Before you talk, I think you'll need to change clohtes. I will not be able to look at you before that."
I looked down at my pajamas. I only wore a bra and panties. I blushed. "I'll be right back.."
When I had switched clothes, I walked out again. "So, what are you doing here? Isn't it kinda rude to break into someone's house?"
"Yes it is, I'm sorry." He said and grinned.
I was starting to get annoyed. Who did he think he was? He just followed me everywhere and he even forced me to go out with him once!
"You know." I said. "I'm starting to getting tired of you. You can't just break into my house and then expect me to accept that."
"Yeah, I said I was sorry..."
"You say so, but then you just do it again!"
"I've never done anything again. I haven't broke into your house before, have I?"
I stared at him. Well that was true... But it felt like he had done that a couple of times now... He should know that I didn't just talk about my house!
"I need to eat breakfast, I'll go to work in one hour." I said and turned my back to him.
"Hey I'm sorry!" he said again but I didn't answer him.
Of course he followed me out and sat down on the only other chair at the table.
Damn why did I have two chairs?
"I don't know what you have against me." Goodwin said and his voice sounded sad.
I ate my ice cream, best breakfast ever, and considered if I should answer or ignore him.
"You shouldn't eat just ice cream as breakfast."
I glared at him. "You know, I can eat whatever I wanna eat." I knew I just sounded like a stubborn child.
He raised his eyebrows. "If you say so."
My heart stopped for a minute. I wasn't prepared for such a short response. For a few seconds I studied his face. Was he finally tired of my rude way to respond to everything he said?
But while I was sitting there, thinking of that, Goodwin broke the silence. "What do you say about another date with me today, sweetheart?"
I sighed. "Sorry. As I said I'm going to work now."
I rose up quickly before he could respond.
But I was too slow. "Great I'll pick you up when your job ends!" he said.
I ran down the stairs, hoping that I left him thinking that I hadn't heard him.
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Goodwin was waiting for me, just as he said. I wore a short, short, tight dress. I didn't wore that for him, I needed to have that for the meeting I was at, at work.
He whistle. Like he couldn't make everything worse.
"You look beautiful! I knew you would dress up for me sometime!"
I blushed and pulled down the dress over my thighs a bit.
"Too bad I didn't chose that one for you."
He just smiled. Oh damn, that smile was so annoying. But at the same time, it was really cute somehow...
But this time he didn't need to force me to come with him. I didn't feel like wasting my energies on coming up with bitchy responds to him. He always won anyway.
The place he took me to was beautiful! I had never been there before.
But there was no other people there than just I and he...
"You aren't going to rape me or something?" I asked anxiously.
"Are you still thinking that I'm some kind of mean creep?" he asked with a laugh.
"Why yes... You're pale as a ghost and you don't like the sun, and you've been following me since the day we met."
For the first time, Goodwin didn't answer me. For once, I won some kind of argument against him!
"Well.. I guess I am a creep then..." he said and I grinned.
"But would a creep give you flowers?"
Suddenly a bouquet of pink roses were under my nose.
I was so surprised! I took the bouquet and smelled the flowers. "Aww they're beautiful!" I said.
I didn't really think for a few minutes there, because the next second, I gave Goodwin a hug. "Thank you, that was like the nicest thing you've done for me so far."
He laughed and hugged me tight. "It was just a bunch of flowers, no big deal."
"Yes but I... oh..." Suddenly I realised that we were hugging. I took a step backwards and stared at him.
I shouldn't hug him? I didn't even like him! Just because he had bought me some flowers, didn't mean that he would get my heart or something!
"What is it?" he asked surprised.
"Ehr.. I..." I mumbled and shook my head. "I think I need to go home. It's starting to getting darker..."
"No, don't go.." he said and took my hands. I saw that he was hurt.
My heart was racing in my chest. Why did I do this? I shouldn't be here! I didn't even want to be with him, but everytime I looked him in the eyes, my heart melted.
"Come here," he said and sat down on the ground. He patted on the ground beside him. "Sit."
And I did as he said and sat down.
"Why.."
"Can't we just sit here for awhile? I think that you need to think about some stuff, and the best thing to do that, is while looking at the stars!"
"Well.. okay.." I said and smiled carefully.
He leaned closer to me and put his hand around my waist. I felt butterflies in my stomach and leaned a little closer.
We sat there for a very long time. It was nice. But I didn't think at all. I couldn't. The only thing I could think of was that he sat very close to me. I could lean my head on his shoulder if I wanted to, but I didn't dare.
I didn't want him to know that I felt butterflies everytime I was close to him. That would be like losing a war against myself. Or maybe him too.
A few hours... minutes... seconds... I don't know. But a few something later, I felt that I was getting tired. I yawned but I tried to hide it. I didn't want him to know that.. Maybe he would send me home, and I didn't want that.
"Are you tired?"
I facepalmed myfelf in my mind. "No..." But then I yawned again. "Maybe..."
He rose up. "Then I'll take you home."
I could hear my heart scream 'no! no! no!'. But I just nodded and followed him to his car.
He followed me to the door. "I won't break into you house this night, I promise." he said.
I just nodded. I couldn't say anything. I hadn't said anything on the whole ride home. I was tongue tied.
"Hey, what's wrong?" he asked in low voice.
"N-nothing.." I whispered. "I'm just fine. Fine. Goodnight, Goodwin..."
He smiled at me. "Goodnight..."
But just as he should walk off, he leaned forward and kissed me!
Oh damn heaven!
I kissed him back and pulled him closer.
We stumbled inside my house, and then continued kissing on the bed.
That's the advantage having the bed the next to the door.
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